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i'm in class right now, and i haven't used my iPod at all the past 2 days. Prior to that, i can say i didn't either, but only with technicalities... i was so angry at myself for caving when i did though. i pride myself on havingg disepline, control, and will power. I've determined, the reason i was struggleing so badly was not that i lacked commitment, but i really didn't want to give up my iPod. i felt it has so much good use, and it's almost become sentimental to me. i take very good care of the possessions i own; my music is important to me. anyways, i've set my mind to it and i'm going t thru the project now completely. I just focus on other things i need to do instead. Today i'll have no problem. i didn't sleep at all last nite (not even 4 a moment). Today i was up and ready for school around 6:30am. I have class from 8am-230pm, and i gotta leave immediately afterward to be at work (Wal*Mart in Cranberry) by 3:30, and i'll be at work til 11:30 at least. It takes me about half an hour to get home from school, and half an hour to get from home to work. Basically, 2nite i won't get home til after midnight, and like i said, i pulled and all nighter last nite-i'm beat! i'm so exaushted rite now, i'm almost sleeping in class... i have no doubt in my mind, i won't use my iPod 2nite! Too, i dont like having headphones on all the time. It gives me headaches and i'm sure i'm going deaf.