failing miserably!

hummm.... i'm beat, bushed, and tired. i'm upset that i haven't been following this assignment as religiously as i would have liked. It's really hard for me to give up my music, because in so many ways, its wut calms me down. If i were asked to give up my fone or video games, i'd have n0 problems. anyways, i'm very dissapointed with myself-i thought i have more will power. i know i can control my actions, temptation shouldn't even be a factor. I've handed over my iPod to my mom. She seen me working last minute on some of my school assignments and portfolios last minute, and she determined that my music is too much of a distraction... i was so pissed off because i always felt that the music medium had so many more pros than cons. I'm still skeptical as to how much more productive i'll become without it. And for those of you who are wondering, i procrastinated long before i ever had an iPod-now we just have a scapegoat to blaim. (which i'm not doing). i still believe that we gotta stop making up excuses and take responsibilty for our actions. i'm tryin....